THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
• Randi Bear
• Roo
• Ri

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
• Gave directions
• Burnt a pizza
• Clipped my big toenail

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
• I can talk myself out of nearly anything
• People are afraid when I get pissed off
• My eyes are kinda neat

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
• I’m a klutz
• Sometimes my common sense goes AWOL
• I’m twenty years old and I have gray hair

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
• Friends dying
• Needles that try to go inside me
• Vast amounts of water

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
• Skyline shirt
• Underwear
• That’s… it, really

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
• Queen –Who Wants To Live Forever
• Muse-Supermassive Black Hole
• BT- Dreaming

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
• I have t have reasons?
• I was born
• And happened to have this personality. I’ve not let my life experiences interfere with who I am, but I’ve shoved them away and pull them out occasionally and use them as references for decision-making.

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
• Reading
• Writing
• Walking

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
• Go to Hawaii
• Win the lottery
• Sleep without being woken up

THREE BOY’S NAMES:
• Billy
• Bob
• Big Ben

THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
• Prudence
• Alanah
• Denise

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
• Sky dive
• Make a difference
• Change someone’s life for the better

Rules:
1. tag 10 peeps (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all taggees on their profile that they have been tagged, and link to your journal.

Info
[] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[X] I have/I've had braces.
[] I wear glasses.
[X] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercing. {Not anymore.}
[] I have piercing in places besides my ears. {Nooot anymore.}
[] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[x] I've lost a child. {“Lost” could mean so many things… hehhh.. >.>;;}

School/Work
[] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[] I almost always do/did my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[x] I've stolen something from my job. {Calm down. It was salad dressing.}
[] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor's office/emergency room with a friend.
[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[] I've had measles.


Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[>] I've crashed a car. {I didn’t crash Polly… but I did make it die. D:}
[] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern lights.
[] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone
[] I've ridden in a taxi.
[] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[x] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[x] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[] I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[] I've eaten shrooms.
[x] I've popped E.
[] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[] I've done hard drugs.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[x] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[] I've attempted suicide.
[] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[] I collect comic books.
[] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[] I can sing well.
[] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[] I am a morning person.
[] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[] I love being neat.
[] I love Spam.
[x] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[] I bake well.
[] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I've worn pajamas to school
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun
[] I am in love with love
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[] I love white chocolate
[] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[] I'm good at remembering names
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

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Your Confessions...

Obligatory crap first...
Name: Randi
Age: 20
Astrological Sign: Taurus
Any siblings?: A couple half-sisters.
In a relationship or pathetically single?: Pathetically in a relationship.
Errr...not pathetic. You should feel empowered!: No, definitely pathetic. Is this supposed to be a survey question?
Who was your childhood best friend?: Brittany. She’s my adulthood bestfriend, too.
Are you still friends with them?: Hells yeah.
What grade are you in in school?: The one that doesn’t exist.
Do you want to go to college?: Yeah.
Do you get good grades?: No, I never did. ‘Course I never really did anything, either.. I passed. Doesn’t that count?
Do you get along with your parents?: Most of the time.
Your siblings?: Raven I got along with, but I didn’t spend a lot of time around her. Brandy I’ve made serious murder attempts on, and vice-versa…so. Not so much her.
Hair color: It’s red, and it rocks.
Number of...
True friends you have: I’m happy to say that I have quite a few. Less than what I thought I had..though… story for another time.
People you can trust with your life: I don’t know about that..
Serious relationships you've been in: Hmmm. Well.. I can’t really count because I’ve had relationships that I’ve thought of as serious, and the other person didn’t… And I’ve had relationships where the other was serious and I wasn’t. But one that I know of… for sure.
Times you've been in love: Psh. Love is for sissies. Um. Three times.
Times you've been in REAL love...not puppy love middle school crap: Oh. Twice.
Guys you've kissed: I have no idea.
Girls you've kissed: Geez… yanno’… I don’t keep track..
Guys you've slept with: Three.
Girls you've slept with: More than three.
Times you've been betrayed: Each person only gets one chance to do that, so. Not *too*many.
People you honestly and truly hate: None.
Times you've had your heart broken: Uhm. Once.
Describe (without naming names when applies)...
Your first kiss: It was unexpected, in study hall… in the middle of the morning, and I was jacked on Mountain Dew. It was a GREAT first kiss, because it was one of those where like… fireworks went off and stuff…I think it was perfect. Cheesy, and brilliant.
Your BEST kiss: I… I don’t know. I have some awesome kiss stories.
Your first love: Some dude my dad hated named Chris.
The best and worst moment of your life: I have a couple of bests. Getting a car was really cool! So was learning that I was allowed to go back home after being away for two years. Going to Florida for the first time, Going to Baltimore for the first time… Airplanes really make for an awesome experience. The worst.. Hmm. Probably my dad telling me in so many words that it would be worth losing me for the drugs. Or getting my heart broken. Or learning that a certain friend wasn’t really a friend… T.T;;
The best sex you've ever had: Oh wow! Uhm. Andrea and Jon drunk in my bedroom one night. I was fortunate enough to remember this the next morning, and I still had stars in my eyes. My boyfriend isn’t too bad, either…
Your dream date: Staying home and ordering pizza. And then having sex.
Your dream pizza: Lots of cheese and a big crust.
Your idea of perfect happiness: Hmmm. No one is perfectly happy, but I’m pretty alright.
Your best friend: Britty. She’s coming over RIGHT NOW! n.n
Favorite
Holiday: Christmas.
Song: My favorite one? Shit. But I have so many…
Band: I found that I really *really* like Breaking Benjamin.
TV Show: House MD.
Movie: I have a lot. Moulin Rouge is probably up there.
Color: RAINBOW.
Sport: The one where uh… everyone sits down and shuts the fuck up. What was that one again?
Season: Autumn.
Person: My favorite person? D: I don’t have favorites, I love all my people very much.
Last minute randomness...
Do you believe in true love/soulmates? If so do you know yours?: Yes, I believe. And yes, I know mine… but they don’t know me back, I’m sure, and that’s just fine.
What's the biggest turnoff?: Your face.
What is the biggest problem in the world today?: People are mean.
What religion are you?: The one that doesn’t exist.
What's the most important lesson you've learned in the past week?: That you can find true friends in the crummiest situations.
Myspace: good or bad?: It’s alright for keeping in touch with friends, but people take it way too seriously, I’m afraid.
Celebrity crush?: Uh.. I got a lot of these.
Is love ever a mistake?: Live and learn.
What's the biggest mistake you've made thus far?: Hmm. The biggest one? I really don’t know.
Have you ever been drunk? High?: Yes.
Ever been arrested? Is your mugshot on thesmokinggun?: Nope, and I don’t think so!
Do blondes have more fun?: I was a blonde for a while, and I had just as much fun as I always did! So. No. You make your own fun. n.n
Do you believe in fate?: Not really, no.
Are you addicted to anything?: Internet.
What takes away your stress/makes you feel most relaxed?: My music definitely does.
Before you die, what do you want your last words to be?: Something amazing. Like REMEMBER THE ALAMO or something. I don’t want people to be sad.

LOOOVE Y'ALL.

But we totally already knew that.

What? What's this? An update? After about ten years?!

No, sorry.

I have a question for all my darling brainiac friends..

I bought these two huge bookcases at a flea market yesterday, and they are *beautiful*. I loved them right away. I paid two hundred dollars for both of them. They're each seven feet tall, and about 3-4 feet wide.

I got them all the way home and was about to unload them when I noticed a piece the wood on the bottom of one was swollen, like it had sat in a liquid for a long time and was set into the wood, and part of the bottom was starting to split/crack.

I'm worried the wood is already ruined, but I don't want it to get worse. Is there like a finish I can buy to stop the decaying, or slow it down?

It's either plywood or pine... because the pieces weren't that heavy, and oak wouldn't soak like that...

I love these bookcases, and I want them to last. ._. Anyone have any idears? Thanks!

Or as George would want, a moment of screaming!

Rest in Peace, you old fuck. You were my hero, and I'm going to miss you so much.


George Carlin
May 12, 1937 - June 22, 2008


Tell Jesus to hurry up with them damn pork chops.
That's all honey. We love you.

This is the dumbest survey ever.
And you're tagged..if you haven't already been.

[spell your first name backwards] I-D-N-A-R
[age] I'll be two decades old soon.
[where do you live] In a house in Hilliard, Ohio.
[four words that sum you up] Indifferent, Impromptu, Ambivalent and Obsessed.
[wallet] It's lost. I've no idea where it is.
[hairbrush] It's lost too. I think it's under the bed, actually... I really haven't used it since this morning.
[jewelry worn daily] I have a ring I sometimes wear. Other than that, I'm not a fan of jewelry.
[pillow cover] They're dark gray, and flannel. <3
[coffee cup] Contains the remains of ice cream and root beer.
[shoes] Those are probably lost. I drove around barefoot today, which is illegal in the state of Ohio. I... really don't know why that is.
[cologne/perfume] Moonlight Path from B&BW.
[piercings] None at the immediate moment.
[clothes youre wearing now] I have short pink shorts that read "Life's a Bitch" across the ass...that are used strictly for PJs only, and a gray tank top.

MIXED QUESTIONS:

[wishing] There was a bathroom on the second floor of this motherfucker, and that I hadn't just swallowed two liters of root beer.
[after this] I haven't thought that far ahead yet. Maybe I'll brush my hair. It's lookin' a little... Uh.
[talking to] Nobody.
[eating] Little pieces of carrots.
[fetishes] Oh-hoho, geez. Nah.
[some of your fav. movies] It really changes all the time. The Labyrinth, Troy, Across the Universe (shuddup.)..
[somthing youre looking forward to in the upcomin months] My 20th, Graduation, and my possible road trip at the end of May.
[last thing you ate] This survey thinks I eat all the time. The last thing I ate would have still been carrots.
[something youre hella afraid of] Happy to say that nothing -TANGIBLE- can scare me.
[if you could have any animals as pets what would they be] I think I'd want a flamingo.
[three cities you wouldn't mind relocating to] I'm pretty happy wherever I am... I can adapt to anything.
[some of your fav. foods] Alright, enough of the food questions! Fuckin'... weight watchers. Bite me.
[something you wish you could understand better] Why a higher salary makes someone a better person than me.
[miss someone you haven't seen in a long time] Ohmai. I could write you a fucken novel of people I miss that I haven't seen in a long time. I'll see everyone soon, I will.

DO YOU...:

[like candles] Yeah, they're nice.
[like incense] Not really... Even if it's a pretty scent, those are usually really strong, and make my nose burn.
[believe in love] Yuh-up.
[believe in soulmates] I believe in chemistry. "soulmate" is really too cheesy of a word for me.
[believe in love at first sight] I've never fallen in love with someone with the first look... but that doesn't mean it's never happened for someone else, so I really can't say.
[believe in forgiveness] ... You'd never be close to anyone if you can't learn to forgive.
[want to get married] Under my own circumstances.
[want to have kids] Yes. I want one.
[believe that you know the person that youll marry at this point in time] If I was going to get married, I can only think of one person I'd be okay with marrying, and they know who they are. (I'mma brand you, bitch.)

IN THE LAST 24 HRS HAVE YOU:

[cried] Nope.
[bought sumthin] Yep.
[gotten sick] All the time, dearies.
[sang] Yes. I sing while I drive, I'm told.
[eaten] ... I can't go 24 hours without eating.
[been kissed] I can't remember. My friends give kisses. It's something I really don't notice anymore.
[felt stupid] Yes. XD
[wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't] I don't...think so.
[met someone new] I met my online teacher for the first time today.
[moved on] ... Because it so takes less than 24 hours to "move on" from anything, right? XD
[talked to an ex] Technically, yes.
[missed an ex] Yes.
[talked to someone you have a crush on] Are you kidding?
[had a serious talk] Kinda'.
[missed someone] Uh... sure?
[hugged someone] Probably.
[fought with your parents] No.
[dreamt about someone you can't be with] Not that I know of. O_o;; Depends on what you mean by "be with". I had a dream about Terrorists again. I really can't "be with" them, now can I? Would I want to? Much less, all at the same time? .... Omigod.

SOCIAL LIFE:

[best girl friend(s)] These list questions. I fucken hate them.
[best guy friend(s)] I gotsa' bunch. Probably still Tyler. I miss him.
[boyfriend/girlfriend] Yeah, about that...
[if none, current dating partner] Oh my god. SHUT UP. Friggin' bajeezusness.
[hobbies] Sleeping, eating, and more recently..killing whoever wrote this GAY ASS survey.
[pager/cell] I don't know what it is. It's like a Razr, only smaller, but thicker... I dunno'. Anthony bought it for me. He probably knows wtf it is. I don't.
[are you the center of attention or wallflower] It really depends on my moods.
[car you drive] My mother's minivan. STFU.
[would you rather be with friends or on a date] Friends. I don't care for dating, unless I'm dating a friend! I don't like the standard awkwardness that comes with dates. Check, please.
[job] Skyline.
[attend church] I like my Sundays. If there happens to be a God, I'm sure he will understand this.
[like being around people] Sometimes.

WHO...:

[have you known the longest] My mom. It's going on twenty years now.
[do you argue with the most] Anthony.
[do you always get along with people] Most of the time. I'm pretty easy-going.
[who is the most trustworthy] I don't think I'm friends with anyone who isn't trustworthy.
[who makes you laugh the most] Anka.
[who is the nicest girl(s)] Terry's gotten pretty nice...
[who is the nicest guy(s)] Uhm.. XD I don't really know any "nice" guys that I can think of.
[who has the coolest parent(s)] Samantha does. Her mom rocks, and she's hot, too. -SHOT.- They both are.
[who has the coolest sibling(s)] Andrea does. Her brother's funny.
[who is the most blunt] Perkins.
[is the smartest] Nicky, by about a million miles.

PERSONAL:

[who is your role model] I want to scare people, like the guy on the oatmeal box.
[pet peeves] Shawn spelled SEAN. High-pitched noises. Cracked doors. Sticky pennies. Just about every stupid *little* thing you can think of will piss me off.
[ever liked someone you had no chance with] Oh hell yes.
[ever lied to your best friend] Yes.
[ever wanted to get revenge on someone b/c they hurt you] No one's hurt me bad enough that I've wanted REVENGE. Usually when I get revenge, it's for something stupid and fun.
[cried over the opposite sex] Yes.
[have a certain "type" of person you go after] Not specifically, no.
[rather be dumper or dumped] Which would I RATHER be? Are you serious? ... Seriously, I'd rather not have my relationships go to shit. But it does happen... I'd like it to be mutual.
[rather have a relationship or "hook-up"] Hook-up. Short, sweet, and to the point. And no awkward phone calls afterward. I don't do well with relationships.
[what is your fav. part of your physical appearance] My eyes.
[what is your fav. part of your emotional being] That it's there, but it's not an overpowering presence like a lot of other girls my age. I'm not dictated through my emotions. I have the ability to ignore them. I suppose I like that. n.n
[are you happy with yourself] I need to lose about a million pounds. Then, I need to sleep. And then I'm sure I'll be happy.
[are you happy with your life] It needs work, but I suppose it could definitely be worse. I see it getting better in the future. <3
[if you could change one thing what would it be] Just one thing? I think I'll skip this one. I wouldn't know where to start.